In our last very exciting episode, Miguel and Kristen were perched on the edge of Cambodia. They had joined forces with two fellow adventurers, Adam, a 30 year old engineer from Melbourne and Daniel a 26 year old student from Cologne, Germany. Now their stories can be told...
WARNING: This contains graphic material.
As the long narrow boat made its way up the Mekong river towards Phnom Pehn, the capital of Cambodia, the plan was solidified. Smash the main attractions in 5 days and get out with our health and a better understanding of this relatively unknown country. In order to do this we devised an ambitious plan. Once we arrived in Phnom Phen, we would find a place to stay for the night, get tickets to Siem Reap for the following day, purchase tickets to the killing fields, and see the prison, now a museum of the notorious S21. So the plan was in motion. Within half an hour of hitting the streets we had rooms for the night ($10), air-con bus tickets to Siem Reap ($5 pp), tickets to the killing fields in the morning ($3 pp), lunch, and a tuk tuk driver waiting in the wings($6). Arranging the tuk tuk was the easiest part. As soon as you arrive they basically swarm you like paparazzi. We chose one at random and headed off the see S21. The mood inside the tuk-tuk was jovial. It was every ones first time in Cambodia and contradicting the rumors, it was actually less chaotic then Vietnam. Sure the streets we were buzzing with scooters going in every direction, but it seemed a more organized frenzy then Ho Chi Min city or Hanoi. We were excited to be there. We soon arrived at our first destination.
S21 Prison
Torture Chamber


The mood quickly turned from jovial to somber. S21 was a former grade school turned prison when the Khmer Rouge seized power in 1971. Anyone who was part of the former regime, along with their families, were sent to prison here. Anyone else they thought may be any bit of a threat was imprisoned here as well. In its peak there were over 17,000 people held in four separate buildings. Many of the cells were made of brick and were no more than 3x5 feet wide, with barely enough room to stand. People were not only imprisoned here, they were also brutally tortured and executed. As many as 100 a day were being slaughtered.
A man by the name of Pol Pot took power of the Khmer Rouge in 1975. He recruited poor, enueducated children between 5 and 15 to become part of the new regime. He told the children that if they did they did what he asked them to, their families would live and Cambodia would be a better place. He quickly brainwashed them. He stole their innocent childhood, molding them into thoughtless killers. If they did not wish to join, they were told their families would be killed, ultimately leaving them little choice. The new regimed then killed the educated wealthy people of Cambodia, as they felt the upper class was holding them down.
As we moved from building to building the enormity of the crimes were laid out before us. The whole place contained a negative energy. It just sucked the life right from you, each step heavier than the one that proceeded it. Never the less we continued on. I felt I owed it to the dead to learn as much as I could about their plight. "Those who forget history are doomed to repeat it," the phrase ran over and over in my mind. Some rooms were set up as they were in the 1970s, to demonstrate how and where the innocent had been tortured. Pictures of the dead hung on the walls, presenting a graphic display of the crimes. I stared at the eyes of half naked, starved individuals. Their rib cages and hips protruded inches from their bodies. Some appeared dead, some alive, many I fear tottering somewhere in between. The emaciated forms before me seemed to be crying out for help, begging for their lives. Begging even to be put to final death as their pain was so excruciating. Each person who entered the prison was photographed in black and white.

We wandered through room after room filled with horrifying photographs. Some showed before and after photos, as if bragging by what the had done to these poor Cambodians. One
building held the people who they thought were the biggest threat. It was
surrounded by barb wire on the outside. The reason for this was to prevent the prisoners from throwing themselves from the top floors and commiting suicide.
Their capturerers made sure they would die by
their hands and as opposed to their own will. A sign in one of the largest rooms still haunts me. It translates into
English as, "to keep you is no gain, to lose you is no loss." It was room after room of heart wrenching stories like this. It was almost too much to bear to imagine all these innocent people suffering for no reason at all.




At one point I read the brief story of a girl of 22. She and her husband were eating dinner when the Khmere Rouge appeared at their doorstep. They told her husband to come with them because they were going to bring him to a new job where he would make more money. Just the night before she had had a pregnant craving for coconut. Her husband had readily climbed the tree behind their home to fill her craving. Now he was being sent away. It wasn't until years later when he still had not returned, that she discovered the truth. He had been sent to the killing fields. Her son now has no father. She currently resides in France, though she stated her heart is buried with her husband in the killing fields of Cambodia. At this point I started to lose it, for this is only one of the millions of stories like it... so many lives lost. So many people brutally tortured, killed in vain.


I left feeling depressed, confused and deeply saddend. I left feeling more emotionally and physically exhausted than I had in years.
After we completed our tour we began to leave the grounds. Adam, who was always meeting and talking to everyone around him, found out from other travelers that for $6 a tuk-tuk would take you to all the sights. Since we paid $6 for ours to basically take us 500 meters, Adam decided a tour of the city was just what we needed to pick us out of our slump. He approached our driver (who was named Samali) and in his own way renegotiated our ride. We now had him for the remainder of the evening. Since we all felt a few drinks were in order, we stopped for beers and went about seeing the city.
"One more time round the park Geeves," we called out from the back.
"You know it," he responded. It was our English contribution which we taught him. The night quickly turned to a blur as we proceeded to try to drink our way through it, and see all the sights. The traffic around us whizzed by and we began to yell the few words we learned in Cambodian."Susseday"or hello and "akoon" which means thank you. People would just laugh and return our greeting. Somali introduced us to a few of his favorite local spots. One of them was a food stand that served some kind of sandwich. I watcfhed as the boys devoured ther sandwiches, though they said they weren't terribly tasty. At around 1:45 am we returned to our rooms and hit the sack. We had an 9am tour of the killing fields in the morning then a 12 pm bus to Siem Reap. This was our introduction to Cambodia and what was to become a most memorable journey.
The Killing Fields
So 9 am rolled around on the second day and we dragged our fuzzy heads out of bed and hit the streets. I tried to mentally prepare myself for another day of tragedy. The sun had only been up for a few hours, but the heat was already beating us down. We arrived at Choeung Ek, or the killing fields, as it became known. This was where prisoners from S21 and other locations were sent to be executed. We found a tour guide and began our journey.
The first thing you notice is a tall building built to commemorate the more then 20,000 who died there. The building was filled with skulls which had been dug up from the site. It was a grim introduction to the grounds. As we continued on we noticed dozens of pits throughout the area. Our guide explained that these were just a few of the mass graves they uncovered. There were many more left undisturbed. As we moved in closer we saw clothes of the dead still coming up through the ground. Each year durng the rainy season skulls still surface. Our guide explained there are still many people still buried there.


Blunt trauma to the head
The tour became horrifying once the guide stopped us and pointed to the ground beneath our feet. The path we walked seemed to be covered with what looked like polished white stones. These in fact were the bones of the dead we were walking on. As I scanned the grounds closer I even found teeth amongst the rubble. It was a gruesome site. The guide stopped by a palm tree where some of the branches were cut close to the stalk, leaving a short hard branch about 2 feet long. The edges of this brach were naturally serated and as sharp as a knife. He explained how they would use these branches to slit the prisoners throats. It was a brutal and slow death. Since there so many executions they used the cheapest forms available. Most were dispatched with a blunt object to the head. The most disturbing fact we learned was this was not the only killing field. This site was one of more then 300 scattered throughout the country!
Teeth and bones


A few of the pits they uncovered
Our guide drew our attention to another tree as well that was used to kill infants. The mothers were separated out. Many of them were beaten and raped. As they stood naked and shaking, they were forced to witness the deaths of their babies. The infant was held by his/ her ankle and swung like a baseball bat at the tree. As you can imagine it may have taken multiple swings before the screams of the infants went quiet and their frail bodies gave out. All this as the mothers watched helplessly. I think about this and my own body began to shake, tears formed in my eyes. Imagine your worst nightmare and it doesn't even come close.
When the genocide began, the population of Cambodia was around five million. When it was stopped the population was about three million. OVER 2.5 MILLION EXECUTED. The genocide finally haulted when Vietnam invaded Cambodi in 1979. If it wasn't for that who knows how long it would have continued. I felt sick to my stomach. As I looked around all I could see were empty pits once filled with bodies. Clothing and bones are still coming up from the ground. It is, hands down, the most disturbing place I have ever been.
I will forever be haunted by the experiences that so many innocent individuals endured here. And I am merely saw all this through the eyes of an outsider.
What is most shocking to me is that this was taking place as recently as 1977. Many of us were alive when these tragedies were being committed. The destruction the human race is capable of delivering onto itself is alarming. As far as we have come, we have so far to go. I just hope something good can be salvaged from this terrible event. We left in a daze with our heads reeling, our hearts crushed. We had a bus to catch. Our next stop was Siem Reap, the jumping off point to the Temples of Angkor. We were all looking forward to something uplifting.
p.s. Pol Pot died on April 15th 1998 in northern Cambodia. He never faced trail for the crimes he commited. When we left Cambodia the first hearings were taking place for the surving leaders of the Khmer Rouge. Many had escaped having never answered for thier crimes.
(This was a compilation of Kristen and Miguels experiences)